Geceleri soğuk,çok üşüyorum,
Karanlıkta hep seni arıyorum,
Hergün kapılarda,yol bekliyorum,
Nerdesin ey benim, nur Yüzlü Babam.



Doğum Günü vardı, geçen Hasan’ın,
Sevinçten bayıldı,hepsi Yuva’nın,
Bir köşede boynum, bükük ağladım,
Nerdesin ey benim,nur Yüzlü Babam.



Bayramlar bir şeyler, etmiyor sensiz,
Herkes bak bayramda, bir ben neşesiz,
Burda öksüz garip, büyüdüm sensiz,
Nerdesin ey benim,nur Yüzlü Babam.



Rabbim niye yazdın,böyle kaderi,
Sevip de sevilmek, hakkım değil mi? ,
İsyan etmiyorum,ver teselliyi,
Nerdesin ey benim, nur Yüzlü Babam.



Hiç umudum yoktur,benim ezelden,
Ses çıkar mı bozuk,kırık bir telden,
Şükür olsun Hakka,ne gelir elden,
Nerdesin ey benim,nur Yüzlü Babam.



Acıyla büyüdüm,acıyla yandım,
Gece hep rüyamda, seni aradım,
Bir gün geleceksin,karşıma sandım,
Nerdesin ey benim, nur Yüzlü Babam.



Babalar hep güzel, olurmuş derler,
Çocuklar ilk önce, anneyi söyler,
Annem var ama ben babasız neyler,
Nerdesin ey benim,nur Yüzlü Babam.



Bir gece Allahım,göster rüyamda,
Başka şey istemem, yalan dünyada,
Babasızlık zormuş,fani dünyada,
Nerdesin ey benim,nur Yüzlü Babam.



Sende arıyor musun,beni orada,
Değişen bir şey yok,işler yolunda,
Vefa olmaz derler, kalpsiz insanda,
Nerdesin ey benim, nur Yüzlü Babam.



Mezardasın babam,kim bilir nerde?
Hiç görmedim nasıl, bilmem ben babam,
Annem ben küçükken,öldü dedi de,
Nerdesin ey benim,nur Yüzlü Babam.



Bir oğlum olursa, vermem Yuva’ya,
Sevgimle korurum,sıcak kucakta,
Yavrucuğum diye, sarsam koluma,
Nerdesin ey benim,nur Yüzlü Babam.



Yuva sıcak biraz, sevgimiz eksik,
Babam gibi olmaz, asla annelik,
Yataktan kalkarken, versen busecik,
Nerdesin ey benim,nur yüzlü Babam.

24.02.2021//KIRIKKALE
HİDAYET DOĞAN


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NUR FACED FATHER ..


The nights are cold, I’m very cold
I’m always looking for you in the dark
Every day at the gates, I’m waiting for a road,
Where are you, my bright-faced Father.

There was a birthday, our Hasan,
Fainted with joy, all of Home,
My neck bent in a corner, I cried,
Where are you, my bright-faced Father.

Feast something does not do without you,
Everybody look at feast, only me without joy,
Here is an orphan strange, I grew up without you,
Where are you, my bright-faced Father.

Lord why did you write such fate,
Isn’t it my right to love and be loved? ,
I do not rebel, give consolation,
Where are you, my bright-faced Father.

I have no hope, from time immemorial
Does it sound from a broken, broken wire?
Thank God, what can you do?
Where are you, my bright-faced Father.

I grew up in pain, I was burned in pain
The night is always in my dreams, I looked for you
I thought you would come one day,
Where are you, my bright-faced Father.

Fathers always say it’s beautiful,
Children say first, mother,
I have a mother but what are I without a father,
Where are you, oh my faced father.

One night my God, show me in my dream
I don’t want anything else, in the false world,
It was hard to be alone, in the mortal world,
Where are you, my bright-faced Father.

Are you looking for me too, there
Nothing changed, things are fine,
They say there is no fidelity, in a heartless person,
Where are you, my bright-faced Father.

You are in the grave, my father, who knows where?
I’ve never seen how, let me know my father,
My mother said she died when I was little,
Where are you, my bright-faced Father.

If I have a son, I will not give it to Home,
I protect with love, in a warm embrace,
I shake my arm because I am my little one,
Where are you, my bright-faced Father.

Home is a bit warm, our love is missing,
Never be like my father, never be a father
When you get out of bed, you give me
Where are you, my radiant-faced Father.

24.02.2021 // KIRIKKALE
HİDAYET DOĞAN